Chapter 1

Well my Dad owns one of the biggest recording studios in the country. So one day I went to his studio and none other then the Jonas Brothers were there. My dad introduced us and they told me that they were staying for 3 weeks on vacation and they wanted to know if I would like to hang out with them of course I said YESS! Nick asked "where is your favorite place to hangout" I replied "starbucks and the mall"  "Oh me to" he quickly responded. I could tell her was kinda nervous. Joe and Kevin said " Cool we were going to head over there later would you like to come" "sure" I answered. So we left my dads studio and headed for starbucks spent like an hour talking. And then we went to the mall walked around but then its started getting late so we left. The next day Nick had called me saying " Hey today we were gonna go to the movies would you like to come" it took me a few minutes to answer due to the shock it he had given me. I simply replied "yea ok what movie are we going to see".   "UMM I think were going to see Sweeny Todd" Nick said I said " ok see you then" and then he hung up.

Chapter 2

I had no idea of what to wear.  It  took me 3 hours to pick an outfit. I settled on a pair of skinny legged jeans, black flats, and a black and silver blouse. Kevin, Nick, and Joe picked me up since the hotel they were staying at was only 2 blocks away. During the entire movie I was so scared (it’s a horror movie btw). And Nick could tell because he kept looking at me during all the scary parts. When the movie was over Nick asked “hey did you like the movie" I answered” it was ok I guess" and Joe said” you know you were scared don't lie!” We all locked at him and started laughing. i replied "yea I was scared" kevin said " I knew it!!". We all started laughing and went to go get something to eat. After we ate it was still early so we went to a park and walked around for a while. Nick said "Hey tomorrow we should come and play a game of tennis after we record some songs". I said “sure". We left the park and all went home.

Chapter 3

 The next day I went to my dad’s record studio because I had to record one of my songs (im a singer). While I was recording Nick, Kevin and Joe came in. They were in shock when they heard my voice I never thought I was that good until I saw their faces. When I came out Nick said "WOOOW why didn't you tell me you sing" I simply replied "you didnt ask". Joe and kevin said" we should record a song together" Nick and I looked at each other and said “Sure why not!". The boys finished recording a few of their songs and we left to play tennis. During the ride to the park Nick kept looking at me (I didn't mind at all!). One of my friends went along with me and she noticed him staring also actually scratch that EVERYONE noticed! joe said "Nick is there a reason that your staring at Carolina" Nick answered "shut up Joe". then we all started laughing.

Chapter 4

 Nick and I grew closer each and every day we were together and when we weren't together we would call each other constantly. I could tell he liked me and I liked him allot!! Joe said told me "Nick likes you allot" I replied "Yea i kinda figured that". Kevin drove all of us to the beach around sunset including my bestfriend Hannah. We walked around the shore for a while when Nick Joe and kevin lifted me up and thew me into the ocean. But then all of the group jumped in. Nick pulled me aside and asked KISSED ME! (on the lips). To bad everybody saw (i didn't really care) that made the entire night a little akward. Untill Joe started singing "caro and nick sitting in a tree K I S S I NG" (caro is my nickname). We left the beach around 7 and went to get something to eat. The car ride to the restaurant was very interesting I would say because Hannah and Kevin got along great they really liked each other. And joe was entertained with something but Nick and I was talking and when he put his arm around me I felt safe a feeling I had never felt like that with anyone else but him.

 Chapter 5

Since it was getting late hannah slept over my house. The next day Nick called asking " Hey we have to watch frankie today so would you and Hannah like to come over to the hotel room" I looked at hannah who was carefully listening to the conversation and I answered "give us 30 mintues and we'll be there". So we got ready and my mom  droped us off. We were greeted by Kevin who was very eager to see hannah again. He said "Hey guys everyone is up in the room" so we all went up and were greeted by Frankie,Joe and his girlfriend Jazlyn,and Nick. Since there room was the Presidential suite it was pretty big. We all sat down on the couch watching Frankie playing with the webkinz i had brought him. Nick had sent me a text even though he was sitting right next to me saying "lets go outsde" so i got up and walked outside so did he everyone was loking at us asking questions but we didn't answer.

Chapter 6

When we left the room to go outside and we talked and he said "I wanted you to come over today because i wanted to give you this". He gave me the most beautiful necklace with a silver cross. And he whispered in my ear as he put the necklace on me "I love you" that came as a HUGE shock to me. I gave him a kiss and he said " So I take that as an I love you too" and I replied "yes" and grabed his hand and walked back into the room. We both had smiles that grew wider every time we looked at each other. Everybody even Frankie noticed that we were acting a little strange. After Mr. and Mrs. Jonas came back we left for the beach that really became our place to go when we were all together Kevin and Hannah really liked each other and they went on a few dates. We left the beach and went home.

Chapter 7

The next day Hannah and I couldn't hangout with the boys because they had an interview and I had to practice for my tryout to the school of my dreams which is Juliard school of the arts. But after my practice my mom was supposed to pick me up but instead Kevin,Nick,and Joe did. I was so surprised we went to the beach (again) we jumped in but we stayed really long this time till about 11:30 but our parents new about the whole thing and were out to dinner so we had time. we got out of the water and just sat around doing nothing talking we fell asleep at one point at that very moment I knew I was dead.

Chapter 8

It was 6 in the morning we were on the beach we never left! I woke up screaming my parents were going to kill me. Nick didn't know what was going on neither did  Joe or Kevin. We rushed to the hotel they were staying my parents and their parents were waiting in the lobby panicing. At that moment I looked at nick and knew we were in for it. We tried to explain but they wouldn't listen my mom started yelling at me in spanish (btw were cuban so spanish is in my blood lol). My dad didn't see it as that big of a deal so he just walked outside. Nick,kevin,and Joe could see that i was in a load of trouble when they saw my mom yell like that but all i could do was hold back tears and answer the questions she asked me in spanish. But i couldn't hold it in anymore I just started crying and told her in front of everybody "You are always screaming at me and I can't take it any more". I left running.

Chapter 9

I ran as fast as i could to the only place I knew I could be alone. I went to our hangout place the place were I knew no one would look for me except for Nick,Kevin,and Joe I went to the beach. I spent about an hour or two crying and thinking untill I heard Nick call my name. He sat down next to me and said "Im really sorry" I said "about what none off this is your fault". It was quiet for about five minutes untill he put his arm around me and said "You know life is kinda funny because one minute everything is great and then it can turn on you" I looked at him and he kissed me. At that moment joe and Kevin came running ohh! good you found her to bad they came at an akward time. We all sat on the white sand and just stared at the water the best part of our little hangout was that it was ours no one else knew about it there weren't that many places that i could call my own so it was good to have that place all to myself.

Chapter 10

My mom had grounded me. Which ment i couldn't see Nick,Joe,or Kevin. But one night I heard someone calling my name. I looked out of my window and Nick was there Joe and kevin too. I jumped out of my window (btw it was about 3 in the morning so everyone was asleep) and walked around the block with them. i knew what the consequences would be if I got caught but I didn't care. All I cared about was what was going on now. Nick asked me "when are you going to be able to go out" i answered "ummm idk like Never" Joe said "that bad huh" I replied "yupp" Kevin said "lucky you" I laughed a little and said "yea lucky me". I got back home at about 4 in the morning without getting caught. That was that was actually the first day i had human contact in about a week. We did the same thing for about to nights. Before I said to my mom that I needed to see Nick she said no at first but I persuaded her into letting me off grounding.

Chapter 11

I called Nick that second I could actually leave my house. When he picked up his cell I said " Meet me at the beach in 10" he of course agreed. I arrived at the lake before he did. I sat down it was really quite untill he sat down next to me. With out any warning he kissed me at that moment I knew he really did love me. After that we just talked. But then he got up lifted me off the ground and threw me into the water he jumped in after me. I acted like I was mad but it hard to get mad at him actually more like impossible we just started to laugh. Two seconds later Kevin and Joe appeared and both jumped in. I hadn't laughed so much in one day like i had qith Kevin,Nick,and Joe. We did the same the next day.

Chapter 12

Nick called me the next day saying in a frantic voice "Come to the hotel hurry" thats all he said and hungup. I hurried to the hotel I ran in and I to the elevator. When we came to their floor I ran inside their room Nick was there with Joe and Frankie had gone to the park with Kevin. i came in and said "whats the emergency" Nick said "the emergency was that I wanted to see you" I looked at him and laughed a little. Joe girlfriend was also there wondering what was going on. Nick walked me into the hallway and said "Tonight were going to New York and I'm taking you with me" I looked at him like he was crazy. He said before i could even respond "I asked your mom and she said yes" I asked "who's going?" "Me,You,Joe,Hannah,Jazlyn,and Kevin. Nick took me home to pack at 8:00 we were at the airport. I was nervous this was the first time I was going to get on an airplane. Nick could sense I was scared so he held my hand the entire time. Hannah was asleep on Kevin's shoulder,Jazlyn was asleep on Joe,and I was just there panicing!

Chapter 13

When we reached New York I was soo happy I was on the ground again. Joe started laughing at me but I didn't care. We all arrived at the hotel. The boys had got a room for the girls and a room for the boys but unfortanetly the messed up the reservations and gave us a suite to share. We all walked in the suite and there was only 3 beds for 6 people. We through are stuff on the floor and left. Hannah,jazlyn, and I had know idea where we were going. The boys took us to a great little resturant we sat for hours talking,laughing, and acting stupid. We went back to the hotel (which btw was beautiful). All of us sat on one bed watching a movie and fell asleep together (very uncomfortable). Nick the next morning woke me up and took me to the balcony we were watching the sun rise together. Two seconds later everyone woke up got dressd. Nick had planned the whole day we went to eat breakfast with the group and then the rest of the day was just me and him.

 Chapter 14

Nick and I had the most amazing day untill we came to this building he said in a soft voice " I brought you to Julliard school of the performing arts you have an audition thingy to see if you will be excepted" I quickly gave him the biggest kiss which lasted a good 2 minutes i softly said "thank you" and got out of the car running towards the entrance with Nick at my side. We arrived just in time to see Joe with Jazlyn and Hannah with Kevin. I waved and walked up the steps to the stage they asked me a few simple questions and then they asked me to sing. I sang one of my songs that I had written awhile back Chapter 14

Nick and I had the most amazing day untill we came to this building he said in a soft voice " I brought you to Julliard school of the performing arts you have an audition thingy to see if you will be excepted" I quickly gave him the biggest kiss which lasted a good 2 minutes i softly said "thank you" and got out of the car running towards the entrance with Nick at my side. We arrived just in time to see Joe with Jazlyn and Hannah with Kevin. I waved and walked up the steps to the stage they asked me a few simple questions and then they asked me to sing. I sang one of my songs that I had written awhile back

 chorus]:
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it your time
Time to fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it's your time
Time to fly
In a moment everything can change

 In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait

Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

[chorus]:
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries
Leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something
When there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow

Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

Open the up part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it's your time
Time to fly

And when you're down and feel alone
you Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

 Then there was an awkward silence untill the Dean of admission stood up and said "Welcome to Juliard". Nick was on the right side of the stage I stood there in awe of what just happend and said "thank you" and walked off to the right of the stage I had the biggest smile on my face when i gave Nick a huge hug a walked to were everybody was standing all smiles. but that didnt last very long.

(the song was written by Hillary Duff due to my lack of creativity lol

Chapter 15

As I walked toward Joe,Kev,Hannah,and Jazlyn  I started to feel a little dizzy. I feel to the floor and blacked out. I felt Nick run to my side asking me what wrong but I couldn't respon its like being trapped in your body and you cant say anything. I heard crying and talking next to me suddenly I woke up with pain shooting at my side. The light was so bright it hurt my eyes so bright. I looked around the room wondering who everyone was.I looked at the cutest curly haired boy with tears running downhis cheeck. When he saw me he said " Caro do you remember me" I mumbled a few words and said "umm...not really" that made him cry even more. Then the door opened and four people came running in giving me hugs with tear stained cheeks you could tell they have been crying. Then it all came back to me and I said " I do remember now I turn to the curly haired cutie and said the word Jonas after that I said Nick Joe and Kevin" They all looked at me with smiles on their faces. Nick didnt say anything just sat next to me in the hospital bed. Joe,Kevin,Jazlyn,and Hannah just smiled and sat on the couch next to us. Then about 6 doctors came in before I could even say anything I got this shooting pain. The doctors asked me a few questions and I answered them out of 5 questions I got about 3 right. Then one doctor came close to me and took out a little flashed light and told me to follow the light with my eyes. When he held the light in front of my eyes and began to move it I quickly turn to the side in pain. Nick Joe and Kevin both stood up and ran to my side. I began to scream.

Chapter 16

The Doctors came near me but stayed but one doctor took action as soon as she heard me scream Dr. Maria Sanchez came and asked me to register the pain a from 1 to 10  I simple responded "10" and started crying Nick began to rub my back. Joe and Jazlyn were crying while hugging each other and Kevin and Hannah were just standing near me with tears running down their cheeks. Dr. Maria said  "Caro I can't help you if you don't tell me whats wrong" Nick looked at me and said "Tell me you can tell me anything" I looked at Nick and said " my entire body is in pain". Dr. Maria looked at me and said "Ok im going to give you pain killers untill I can find what is wrong with you" After she gave me the pain killers in about 5 minutes the pain was gone. I started to talk with Nick he said as the other were asleep on the couch seeing that is was about 2 in the morning "The doctors will find what causing you all this pain I hate seeing you like this" I looked at Nick a said " hope so" as I drifted off to sleep. I woke up in screams.

Chapter 17

As I was screaming due to all the pain Nick,Kevin,and Joe came to my side.  Hannah and Jazlyn went to go find Dr. Maria. She came running in and took out a needle the size of her index finger. She took blood and ran some test. The pain had stopped. Joe said " Some thing is really wrong with Caro" Kevin said "I know I hate to see her like this but imagine how Nick feels". Dr. Maria came in and said "I'm really sorry but we found that you have a tumor"  I looked at everybody in the room and said " I'm I going to die" Nick looked at me with tears going down his eyes and said in a loud tone "No i'm not letting that happen". Dr. Maria left and I started to break down crying Nick sat down next to me he didn't say anything just hugged me while I was crying my eyes out. "It's ok they find a way to make you better don't worry" Kevin said Joe eyes were blood shot red from crying so much. Hannah said "Caro your gonna get better don't worry" Jazlyn just stood there she couldn't talk she was crying to hard. I looked at everyone one and said "There no reason for me to live I rather die then spend my life in pain but if they do find someway to help me than i'll let them help me but if they don't" I was cutt off my Joe who said in a loud tone "Don't say that you of all people deserve to live" after he said that he stormed out of the room. Nick looked at me and wiped a tear that was falling from my eyes and said "listen to Joe he loves like a sister and so does Kevin". At that moment I drifted off to sleep.  

Chapter 18

The next morning I walked towards the hospital room window everyone was still sleeping I stared at the birds and butterflys that were outside. I began to cry not one of those loud sobbing crys just tears that flowed dowm my face. I felt someone  come near me and wrap their arms around me. It was Nick he kissed my cheek he felt so warm I felt safe with him a feeling I really needed at that point. I said "In a moment so many things can change but one thing that stays the same is how I feel about you". Dr. maria came in and said before Nick could respond "ohh sorry was i interrupting something" Nick gave me a look and said "umm...no we were just talking". Dr. Maria laughed a little and said "ohh okay I have some good news and bad news for you the good news is that the tumor we found isn't cancerous" Nick said "whats the bad news?". "the bad news is that we have to operate to get the tumor out of you and that it is a really big risk" Dr.Maria said. I looked at Nick and began to cry. I said "What happens if I don't go through with the operation". Maria said "It could cause seisures and eplictic attacks if we don't take it out". She left the room given me some time to think. By that time everyone was awake and asked me what i was going to do. I said "I want to go through with the operation'' Nick came close to me and held my hand.

Chapter 19

The next morning I woke up before anyone I was really nervous today was the day or the operation. Nick woke up when he heard me move he said "You nervous" "Yea kinda" ''well your going to be fine don't worry" I simply replied "yea okay". Dr. maria came rushing in saying that we need to started the operation as soon as possible. I woke everyone up and said my goodbyes asthey carried me on the hospital bed towards the operating room. They knocked me out with this weird sleepy stuff. Maria said "I just injected you with something that will put you straight to sleep count backwards from 100 and close your eyes" I said in a groggy voice "k". Everyone was waiting with a look of anticipation on their faces. Nick was the worse out of all of them. He was starting to worry. "I can't take it any more it's been 8 hours were is she" he said. Dr. Maria came out of the operating room with a face that didn't really say anything about the situation. He turned to Nick and said "The operation went......(awkward pause) ok She is still sleeping you may go see her now". "OMG she looks so helpless and I can't do anything about it" Nick said. "Dude she is going to be okay just watch" Joe said. Kevin,Joe,Jazlyn,and Hannah left to go eat Nick stayed behind. ''Caro if you can hear me please wake up please" tears were coming down his cheeks. ''I...I..I Love You I love you more than anything in the world. Nick laid his head on my chest and just cried. I began to wake up when i noticed he was crying. I brushed my hand throough his soft curls.My eyes were still closed when I said "I love You Too". Nick looked at me and just smiled.

Chapter 20

I began to feel the pain coming back but it was nothing major I guess Nick noticed and told me "I know it hurts just don'y pay any attention to it" ''Thats easier said then done" I said. Joe and Kevin came in they had droped the girls off at the house. "Hey you how you feeling"Joe said as Kevin gave me a hug. We talked for awhile before the unimaginable happen Kevin got a phone call he said "Hello..Ohh..yea she's here hold on" He gave me the phone and it was my mom "Hi mom yea I'm okay feeling better what...when (end of phone call)". What happened Nick asked "umm..Chris..dead" The he looked at me and asked again "My bestfriend chris he..he..he crashed and he didn't make it" I said crying really hard. "Caro I'm soo sorry" kevin said crying as I was he and Chris had become really good friends actually all the guys bonded well with him. Nick grabbed my hand which was shaking uncontrolably. My face was pale and i could hardly breathe Joe's eyes were puffy from crying. That day i got to leave the hospital and we still were in New York the boys had a few performances and then we had to go to a few other states i couldn't go home I didn't want to face what was to come so I stayed with the boys as Jazlyn and Hannah had decided to go home. I was very depressed and Nick,Joe,and Kevin could tell the first night after we got back from the Hospital Nick asked "do you want me to sleep with you tonight" I answered with tears "okay" he wiped the tears off my face. I went to go get dressed taking off my shirt Nick walked in "Ohh i'm sorry'' he said. "no..no its okay my fault i left the door unlocked after a few awkward moment Nick broke the ice saying "you know im always here for you when ever you need to talk" I responded with no eagerness in my voice "ok". I walked up to the bed and Nick slid right in I feel asleep in no time at all with his arms around me.

Chapter 21 

Around 3 am I started getting pains in my side. I got up from the bed carefully trying not to awaken Nick who looked so cute asleep. I walked to the bathroom to check out my side. I suddenly started having more and more persistent pain. I gave a slight scream and hit the floor. Joe and kevin were asleep in there in room when the heard me fall and came running. Nick was the first to come to my side saying In his deep soft voice "Caro..Caro please answer if you can hear me". Jo picked me up carefully and placed me on the bed. I began to scream in pain I couldn't take it " Make it stop PLEASE mae it stop I can't breathe it hurts soo much!''. Joe,Nick,and Kevin were trying to calm me downsaying that I was going to be okay but I new deep inside I was never going to be okay my bestfriend in the entire world had just died and I can't seem to stop the pain.  Nick put me on his lap as Kevin and Joe tried to calm me down. Nick saw that I was bleeding from my stomach he slightly lifted my shirt to see my back and said "OMG call an abulance now!" Kevin looked at him and said "Dude,it's going to be okay just calm down your scaring her"  Joe was on the phone calling 911. I started shaking at I was having an attack of some sort. Then I was lifted to the abulence I was rushed to the emergency with Nick, Joe ,and Kevin at my sidethe entire time. Dr. Maria was the first person I saw she said "Okay I need a gauze and about two orders of fluid (then she said some docter words I didn' know). She put me in a room and laid me on my side Nick was holding my hand the entire time. I was in the most pain I anyone could endure Dr.Maria  said '' Caro ths is going to hurt alot I'm not going to lie to you so brace yourself on the count of 1....2.....3" . "Ahhhhhh" i shreicked in pain.

                                             Chapter 22

When i woke up the next morning nick joe and kevin were asleep nick fell asleep next to me and joe was cuddling up to kevin and he looked really funny. About 20 minutes later they woke up. "Caro how are you feeling?" asked Joe. "I've been better, I am still in a lot of pain though," said Caro. "Goodmorning sleepy heads, morning Caro how are you feeling?" asked Dr. Maria. "I feel a little better, but i am still in a lot of pain," I said. "Well you won't be for long. While you were asleep we ran some tests we might of figured out what you have. We narrowed it down to 2 things Mononucliocious and Appendicitus. They are both very dangerous and you can lose your life from it. If you have Mono then you will have to stay in the hospital for about 3 weeks. If its Appendicitus then we are going to have to put you in surgery. For now we are going to do more tests, we are going to put you in an MRI and CAT Scan and a few others and that will take about 3 hours to do all that or so. So be ready I will be back in 5 minutes," said Dr. Maria. 5 minutes later Dr. Maria came in and took me to get some Xrays. About 3 or 4 hours later they had my results and it was Mono which is a disease that is contagious, and if i make any movements were i hit my pancreas it will explode and i would be dead. With Mono you can recieve all that pain because it was a very very dangerous thing that can kill you in a second if the pancreas is hit. So Joe Nick and Kevin couldn't be near me beacause they would catch this disease. So they went back on tour and would come and get me when the 3 weeks was up. So we talked online and on the phone and texted each other.

                                            Chapter 23

When the 3 weeks was up i felt better then ever Dr Maria took amazing care of me. I got to eat mountains of ice cream, and the Nick, Joe, and Kevin came and got me. Dr Maria gave me her number if there was any other problems because she would come and help me in a second no matter where i was. When I was back on the bus Hannah and Jazlyn were there and we talked about everything and she told me about the funeral and how she had a great time with the jonas brothers. "Caro can i talk to you for a second?" asked Nick. "yeah of course," I said. "I wanted to tell you something," said Nick. "I know that we have only been together for a few months, and i don't think we ever had an official date. I was just wondering if you would have the honor of being my girlfriend?" Nick said taking out a ring that was inscribed saying NJ+Caro with a little heart next to it. "Yes i would love to be your girlfriend," I said with tears coming down my face and a smile across my face and then i kissed him. The next day Nick and I went out and we had a day all to ourselves so he decided to take me to a fancy restaurant for lunch. We spent the entire time dancing, talking, and at the end of the day we kissed. The date was perfect and so was Nick.

                                            Chapter 24

A few days later Nick and i were givin the bus all to ourselves Joe Kevin Hannah and Jazlyn all went out together and hang out the entire day. While Nick and I decided to stay behind and hang out by ourselves. We watched tv in the back of the bus Nick was sitting up and I was lying down snuggling up to him. We knew that we have more in common with each and every passing day. "Caro want some water and popcorn before the movie starts?" Nick asked. "Yeah i'll get it," I said. When Nick called out telling me that the movie is about to start i got the popcorn out of the microwave and put it in a bowl with extra butter. I brought 2 water bottles and watched the movie, and when the movie was over Nick and I fell asleep at around 10 or 11 and everyone else didn't get back till about 12 or so. Then found us in the back asleep and left us there they didn't bother to wake us up. When it was morning and I saw Nick waking up we smiled at each other and Nick helped me up. We started having breakfast when everyone else woke up and made their breakfast. "How was yesterday?" I asked. "It was fun we went dancing and we went skating it was funny to see Joe fall when he was roller blading," said Hannah. "Yeah maybe fun to watch but not fun to do next time i fall i am taking you down with me," said Joe. "Good luck with that," I said.

                                        Chapter 25

Later that night the boys had a concert to do and my friends and i were hanging out in the bus. Big Rob (the body guard) came in and said. "Hey Nick, Joe, and Kevin want you to come in he wants to bring you up on stage." "Okay we will be in there in a second we need to change," I said. When we got in the arena and went up on stage Joe Kevin and Nick told them who we are and more then I figured when Nick said "this is Caroline and I love her with all my heart i love her more then anything in the world." i was just standing there for a minute with so many emotions running threw me i was happy, scared, nervous, suprized, shocked, so many things were running threw me i couldn't believe it. until i said "this is Nick Jonas and i love him back with all my heart and i love him more then anything in the universe." When i said that nick was so happy he had the biggest smile on his face and we kissed right there on stage in front of everyone at the concert and he dedicated the next song they were going to sing to me they dedicated Hello Beautiful to me. my friends and i went backstage and waited in the dressing room for them. when it turned to 10 pm and they were doing their 5th auncoure so we went back into the bus and watched some tv then went to sleep. the next morning when i woke up i found Nick sleeping next to me with his arm around me. i slipped away put my jacket on and went outside it was about 7 am and i was watching the sunrise. for a minute i looked up at the sun and Nick put his arms around me and kissed my cheak. "did you really mean what you said last night?" I asked. "did you?" he asked. "I asked you first," I said. "of course i meant it i do love you and i always have since the day i met you always have always will," Nick said. "I have loved you since i have first heard about you," I said. By the second the sun came up from the distance Nick and I kissed.

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It has been 6 crazy months that i have been on the road with the jonas brothers, hannah, and jazlyn. now the tour has ended and we all went back to California where our families are. The boys went to their house 2 blocks away from mine, Hannah went back to her house and Jazlyn went home as well, but not me. I went to my place that no one other then the jonas brothers know about and that was the beach, i went there before i went home. i sat down on the sand and just looked out at the water rippling thinking about so many different things that kept on going threw my mind. While i was thinking someone was running up the beach it was my 22 year old brother Chase. "CHASE!!!" I said with a big smile on my face. "CARO how are you baby sis i missed you i haven't seen you in 3 years (he was backpacking across Europe for a year, then he left for war 2 years ago.) "i've missed you, i got all your letters it looked like you had a great time," i said. "Europe i had a lot of fun fighting in the war not that much" he said laughing. "i am just glad you are alive and home. how long are you staying?" i asked. "i plan on staying for a while i got an apartment 2 blocks away from our house next door to the jonas brothers house so you can come and see me anytime you want here is a copy of my apartment key feel free to come by when you want to get away from mom. so i plan on staying in town for a long time," he said. "Good never leave me again i missed you to much and i don't want to lose you again," i said. "i wont leave you i promise" he said. When i hugged him i wouldn't let go, when i finally did he took my stuff and he brought half of it to the house and then when we finished leaving it there we went to his apartment. When we got inside the apartment it was one bedroom so when i decided to stay over i would share with him. i sat down on the couch with my brother and we watched some tv. next door joe was looking out the window and he saw me at my brothers apartment but the funny part was that they didn't know i had an older brother. so when nick came  by joe blocked the window so he couldn't see anything. "dude whats up why are you blocking the window?" nick said. "uh no reason" joe said. "then move out of the way" nick said. "uh you don't want to see this trust me" said joe. "just move come on man," said nick. when joe moved and nick saw me with my brother his mouth dropped, heart broke in half, and couldn't believe what he saw he could tell from my eyes that i loved him very much (well of course i love him he is my brother but of course he doesn't know that.) Then back at the apartment Chase and I left and went outside and Nick followed and went outside. Chase and I were outside having fun dancing, singing, and laughing at each other. When i saw nick come out of his house with a face that looked like his heart was shreaded into a million pieces. "Caro can i talk to you for a second?" nick said. "yeah, be right back Chase," i said. "whose that?" nick asked. "oh thats Chase" i said. "okay i can tell that he is not a friend and that he is not a cousin, aunt, uncle so i am guessing new boyfriend. so what you weren't going to tell me, i can't believe you i thought you would of told me instead of me seeing you in his apartment and i mean come on he is 7 years older then you that makes a very big differnce and.... "nick said before i kissed. "okay first chase is my brother, and second where did you get the idea that he was my boyfriend," i said. "because i could tell that you loved him and you never told me that you had an older brother," said Nick. "You never asked, Nick there is only one guy for me and that is you so next time you think i am cheating on you please come to me first because i love you nick jonas and nothing will ever change that just come to me and i will give you the truth, and right now i want to spend some time with my brother because i haven't seen him in 3 years so i got to go i will call you tonight promise," i said. "fine talk to you later i love you," nick said. "i love you too," i said. we kissed each other good bye and i went back and my brother and i hung out the entire day.

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"Hey Nick whats up? sorry i haven't called for a while i was really busy hanging out with my brother?" I said. Nick didn't say anything he just looked at me and walked past me like he was mad at me for something. Then again i realized that he was my boyfriend and i have been neglecting him of my attention and attendants. So i ran after Nick to apologize but he wouldn't even look at me or say anything. "NICK!... NICK!... NICK WILL YOU STOP AND TALK TO ME! LISTEN I AM SORRY I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU FOR 2 WEEKS I DIDN'T MEAN TO HE IS MY BROTHER I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOR 3 YEARS WHAT DO YOU EXPECT," i said. "Nick come on if this was the other way around you would know what it was like do you know how it feels to not see your older brother for 3 long years, Nick i am not going away what do you want me to stop seeing my brother, stop talking to him, and avoid him and neglect him like i didn't mean to do to you?" i said. "Nick answer me because right now i am sorry really and truely sorry but i need you to please talk to me because i need an answer." "Here is your answer stop spending so much time with him i know he is your brother and i know you love him but would it kill you to just pick up a phone and call every once in awhile so much has happened in the last two weeks i have tried calling your cell but i always get your voicemail," Nick said. "I am sorry i really am from now on i wont spend so much time with him i realized that i have neglected you and my friends escpicially you and i didn't mean to i didn't even notice, here is what i will do my brother and i are going to the movies later do you want to come with us?" i said. "Sure, my brothers and i got a part in a movie we are doing the movie Camp Rock (first thing that came to mind but trust me there is a little twist instead of Joe being the lead Nick will) it involves me kissing Alyson Stoner. I told them i will think about it that i needed to ask someone about it. So what do you think about it should i do it?" Nick said. "Well.....ummm......i don't want to hold you and your brothers back at all i want you to expand your horizons and be bigger then what you are right now even if it means you have to kiss another girl. So its okay with me you can do the movie i don't mind as long as you call me every single day and every once in a while i will come by and see you when i can," I said. "Promise?" said Nick. "I promise would i lie to you" I said. "Never mind don't answer that." So Nick and I kissed and he left in the morning and him and his brothers would be gone for 11 months shooting the movie.

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As the days went on i felt lonely the love of my life is somewhere shooting Camp Rock kissing another girl for the new movie. It was 3 months since i last saw Nick and he told me that he would call me every night but he hasn't called me or made any contact with me. So I packed up my stuff and I left to see Nick, Joe, and Kevin shoot the movie i planned on staying for a good month or so. I went to the airport I got a first class plane ticket and arived to the set about 10 hours later it was 4 pm and the set was in Canada. When i got to the set Nick and his costar Alyson Stoner were in the middle of a scene together and Joe and Kevin were off to the side watching them Nick didn't notice i arrived. I walked up to where they were and stood there for a sec. "Hey Joe hey Kevin," I said whispering. "Hey Caro its so good to see you, how have you been?" said Joe and Kevin whispering. "I have been great i wanted to come by and see you guys i missed you so much you wouldn't believe it. How is the movie going?" I asked. "Its going great we missed you too," said Kevin. "Do you guys know why Nick hasn't called me in 3 months? he said he would call me everyday," I asked. "We have been super busy doing the movie, and we are going back on tour and for this one we are going to Italy for about 4 months or so, we have a lot coming up we are booked everyday for the next 5 years," said Joe.

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