Chapter 5
Nick’s POV
Joe and I headed towards my Mustang; I got into the driver’s seat while Joe climbed in the passenger’s seat.
I couldn’t believe had happened with Amy and I in the kitchen.
I started the car and pulled out of the driveway slowly and head towards our house.
I wasn’t paying any attention to Joe or what he was rambling on about. I was thinking about Amy.
**Flashback**
“What did you want to talk about?” Amy asked looking at me intently from across the kitchen.
“This project, me you our friendship” I said starting at the floor as I rubbed the back of my neck kind of awkwardly.
“What about it? There’s nothing left to talk about” Amy snapped glaring at me a little bit.
“Yes there is!” I exclaimed as I advanced towards her.
“No Nick there isn’t you have already made how you felt about me and our friendship loud and clear! It’s pretty sad the only one who still talks to me regardless of the fame is Kevin!” Amy cried out as the tears started to fall again down her beautiful precious face.
It was paining me inside to see Amy cry because of me! I’m the reason Amy is standing in her kitchen with tears falling down her face.
I also knew what she said about Kevin being the only one to talk to her was true and especially how I felt about her and the friendship we had.
I wanted to take back all the pain I have caused her! I was her best friend I was suppose to protect her from harmful things.
I wanted to pull Amy into me and apologize for all the hurtful, harmful mean things I have ever said or done to her. But I knew how Amy would react to that given how things are.
I couldn’t bear to look at Amy any longer so I started to look around her kitchen, when my eyes stopped on a certain picture that was hanging up on the fridge.
It was a picture of Amy and I up at the lake on the last two weeks of summer vacation until we started high school. That night while Kevin was hanging out with Frankie. Joe was hanging out with Taiylor, Amy and I laid on the dock and looked up at the stars and made a promise to each other that no matter what happens in High School, if one of us becomes popular we will never forgot or leave the other person behind.
But once; high school came within a few months that promise was forgotten.
I looked at the picture Amy and I were smiling and we were also soaking wet from swimming in the lake. Amy’s mom Gina took that picture.
“I can’t believe you still have that picture” I said with somewhat of a small smile on my face as I looked towards Amy.
“Yeah, I wanted to take it down since we’re no longer friends but Mom won’t let me she wants to keep it up.” Amy said looking over at the picture before looking at me.
“She does know that we’re not friends anymore right?” I asked
“Yeah but she says she loves that picture, because that was when she saw me truly happy and smiling when you and I were best friends” Amy answered looking at the ground.
“But you’re still happy and smiling in the halls or in class.” I said completely unaware on the whole situations that stop being Amy’s best friend had caused.
“That doesn’t mean anything, ever since you ditched me to hang out with your new friends because you were to embarrassed by me I started to put up fronts so no one would realize how much I was depressed by you not being my best friend and anymore. Because let me tell you something Nick just because I smile doesn't mean that I'm happy because it takes one smile to cover a million tears.” Amy said softly before she turned and headed towards the living room indicating the conversation was over.
**End of Flashback**
“Nick man you come in?” Joe asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
I realized we were sitting in our driveway.
“No I have something to take care I’ll be back” I smiled as Joe got out of the car before I backed the car up and headed back towards Amy’s place
I wanted to fix this after all this was my fault.
Amy’s POV
After the boys left I looked over at Taiylor
“You okay?” I asked concerned
“Yeah I think I’m gonna go home I’ll call you later bye” Taiylor said completely unaware that she would be getting a phone call from Nick in a little bit.
Soon as Taiylor left I went into the bathroom and shut the door. Seeing Nick again and having it somewhat be like it use to with him being over here just brought me a lot of pain and I needed to somehow deal with it and there was only one way I knew that was going to work.
Right after Nick and I stopped being friends I started to cut myself but I got better and stopped but seeing Nick brought back a lot of pain I need to get rid of.
I opened up the medicine cabinet and grabbed my razor.
I put the razor to my wrist and pushed down as I pulled the blade across my skin. The pain I was causing myself was starting to feel good.
I knew I should of stopped when I started to feel woozy but I countuined to cut myself. Everything started to get dark. I knew I was due to blackout soon.
The last thing I remember before I blacked out was Nick walking into the bathroom part me of me was happy to see Nick.
Nick’s POV
Something didn’t feel quite right on my drive back to Amy’s so I hurried over to her house.
I knocked on the door and waited for 10 minutes for someone to answer, when no one answered.
I turned the door knob and the front door opened I gently closed the door before I called out Amy’s name when I didn’t hear an answer I headed up the steps.
I saw the bathroom door closed so I knew she was in there but nothing would prepare me for what I was about to see.
I opened the door only to find Amy cutting herself as she collapsed to the floor.
“AMY!!” I shirked as I sunk to my knees
“Amy wake up please wake up” I cried as I felt hot tears pour over my face.
Amy didn’t move so I quickly grabbed my cell phone out of my pocket and dialed 911 and explained everything to them.
While I was waiting for the paramedics to get here I pulled Amy onto my lap and just held her.
While the paramedics were looking at Amy went into her room and saw her phone lying on the night stand I knew I need to call Taiylor.
I picked up the phone and scrolled threw the numbers till I came upon Taiylor’s number.
“Hey Amy” Taiylor said
“It’s not Amy its Nick, long story short you need to meet me at the hospital I came back over to talk to Amy and I found her on the bathroom floor she was cutting herself” I said as I heard Taiylor sigh
“Ok I’ll be right there” she said before she hung up.
I rode up to the hospital with Amy, I called Joe and asked if him and Kevin could come up and he said they would be on their way.
I grabbed one of Amy’s hands and held it tightly as I looked down at her. This was happening to her because of me! I was the reason we were in the ambulance. When Amy woke up I was gonna apologize for everything I did to her I was going to do anything to make things right with me and my best friend.
A/N: I know this chapter was extremly long. I wanted you to see what Nick and Amy talked about in the kitchen. Please Reveiw
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