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Chapter 12
Three weeks later, December 12, we had traveled to San Francisco. The Jonas' had decided to go public with the news to the press at that night's concert. We were all nervous, sitting backstage a couple hours before the show, just being in each others company. After much deliberation, they decided that Nick be the one to tell everyone. After all he was the one who was staying with music, and we couldn't be happier for that. No one was announcing anything about Joe, other than he would not be pursuing a musical career any longer. Many rumors would be spread about the boys break up, but only few would know the truth. Joe's decision about the army would be kept as discreet as possible, but he and I both knew it wouldn't be kept secret forever. As everyone sat together just talking, I noticed Kirsten looking a little bit nervous, not her usual self. I kissed Joe's cheek and stood up, walking over to her. I layed my hand on her shoulder, and she looked up at me. There was an uneasiness about her, and I needed to find out what. She saw the look on my face and turned to Kevin.
"Hey babe, I'm gonna go talk to Rachelle, okay?" she said.
"That's fine sweetheart," he said, kissing her softly. When she'd stood up I linked my arm through hers and led her out of the room.
"Seriously Chelle?" She said, rolling her eyes as I crossed my arms and just looked at her.
"Spill." I said, waiting. She sighed and sat down, her head falling into her hands. I slowly approached her and sat facing her. "What's wrong?" She looked up at me, then sighed one last time.
"I...I'm pregnant." A huge smile made its way across my face.
"Oh my gosh, this is so amazing! Is Kevin excited?! Oh who am I kidding, of course he is! How far along are you?! When were you going to tell me???" I knew I was rambling, but I was just so excited! All Kirsten and I had ever talked about was marrying our boys and having kids together. And this was the first step to it! But she wasn't smiling... "What's wrong?" I asked again.
"I, I just don't know how to tell Kevin." she said, a tear rolling down her cheek. "I mean, he said that he wanted to focus on family, and so do I. But we have nothing. We don't own a house, we don't even know where we're going to live. I mean, we talked about having kids, and we both want a lot of them, but just not this soon. We were going to wait a year or two....I just don't know what to do." She looked up at me then, the emotion in her eyes begging me to prove her wrong. I put my hand over hers and looked at her. She was my best friend, the one who helped me through everything, and it was my turn to help her.
"Kirsten...do you honestly think Kevin will be mad at this?" She shook her head and a slight smile made its way through her tears. "Seriously, do you think he will be anything but joyously happy? He's going to attack you with hugs, and if it was possible love you even more than he does now." She laughed at that. We both stood and I pulled her to me, hugging her. "He loves you more than should ever be allowed, and I can't wait to see that smile when he finds out."
"Thanks Chelle, I love you girl." she wiped away the few remaining tears, and smiled. "Oh, and I'm due the fifth of August." We joined the others again, and I sat next to Joe, settling my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead, I smiled at him. I saw Kirsten whisper in Kevin's ear and smiled to myself as he followed her out of the room. I couldn't be happier for my friend, this was exactly what we'd wanted, our perfect life. I glanced up at Joe, his beautiful smile flashing at something Kaycee said. I was so happy for Kirsten...but what about me?
Here we are!
Hope you forgive me for taking so long.
:D
-J<3
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aww.
she's right Kristen.
Kevin wont be mad
he will be so happy !
i know that i am.
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Awwww I love it. I remember reading this story like agessssss ago and then it stopped but now its back! ! ! ! ! ! Yayyyy!
Please write more soon I love it.
And thank you for putting me in it, I just loving reading myself in there.
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Kevin and I are having a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!
awww.....i should have known better then to think he'd be anything other than overjoyed at becoming a father.
I'm glad Chelle was able to talk some sense into me
that was a really sweet moment in the midst of all the sad stuff going on
can't wait for more!!
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Chapter 13
It was time. Time for the world to know that the Jonas Brothers were no more. I could tell Joe was a bit nervous, but then I looked to Nick. He was calm, collected, serious, and I smiled. He would be just fine, and the fans would still love them.
The boys had come backstage right before the encore, and it was time to go let everyone know. This was the last Jonas Brothers concert. They all walked on stage, and the screams erupted again. I could barely hear what Nick was saying, and I couldn’t really follow. But as soon as the arena went dead silent, I knew it was out. After what seemed like a couple minutes, the boys played one last song. But the girls, nothing was the same. There was hardly any screaming, but I did hear sobs, so many of them. All I wanted was for the guys to be done, they shouldn’t have to endure all of that. About halfway through the song I couldn’t stand all of that crying anymore. I pushed past Kaycee and Kirsten, who had tears in their eyes, and walked down hallway after hallway, until I could no longer hear the sobs. I slid down the wall, breathing heavily, the cold cement chilling me. I put my arms around myself, trying to rub away the goosebumps. Why was I acting this way? I’ve known he was leaving for two months now. True, I’d try and block the thought out whenever possible, but this time it caught up with me. Tonight was proof, complete, solid proof that he really was leaving. My whole body was shaking now, I was so scared, so frightened of what would happen to him. My Joe, my adorable, caring Joe. What would happen? Could he die? I pushed away that thought, I wouldn’t think about it. Would he be changed when he came home? What if he didn’t love me after he came home? That scared me the most, other than what I wasn’t allowing myself to think about.
After a few minutes alone, dealing with my grief, I stood up, wiping the few remaining tears from my face. I’ve already cried over it so many times, and I could see the pain in his eyes when he saw how much this hurt me. I couldn’t show him this, I had to be brave, for him. I would stick this out, keep my feelings hidden. He needed to be strong, and know that I was with him, all the way. I couldn’t be scared in front of him anymore, it hurt him too much. So I’d put on my happy face, sucking it up. I was a good liar, and I could mask anything if I tried hard enough.
I smiled, stretching my face wide before walking back down that hallway. I practiced smiling and breathing normally. Practice makes perfect. Practice.
Thanks for all of your feedback ladies, let me know what you think. :)
-J<3
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