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 4/5/2009 8:14 PM
 

Yelling,and screams.Thats all I get.All the time. Nothing  else. Why? That question I may never know.

I was sitting at my bed doing the worst biology homework ever. I was startled when my dad came banging in.And started to yell.

"Why arn't you good for anything? You never help out around her! He screamed in my face.My father was drunk.great. And all the things he just said were lies as always. I did everything for this low-life man.I mean I wasn't a bad student in school I got good grades,and I hardly got detention. I think he likes to be rude and abusive towards me,ever scince mom left.Thats how it's been. Ever scine I was five.Now twelve years later. I've just been a disapointment in his eyes.

"Why do you say that? I do everything for you! I even have a stupid job to pay some of the rent because your sorry Bleep doesn't have enough money. Gee I wonder why. Maybe it's cause you waist most of your time getting waited!" I screamed. I was tired of this. I dot it every day. He got mad at that one. He hated it when I mentioned his drinking problem.Then,he slapped me with so much force I fell backwards on my bed. Ane then he left the room fuming. I layed there feeling a silent tear streem down my face.

Not to the fact that he yelled or hit me,just to the fact that I was the dispointment.


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 4/5/2009 10:29 PM
 

That was Amazing.

And sad...

Please Post more soon!

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 4/6/2009 1:49 AM
 

I waited for two hours in my room that night. waiting to sneek out my window.

I know I had school the next day,But I didn't care.I had the grades if I at least slept in homeroom. I waited until I hear my dad close his door and slame down on his bed.I waited until he started to snor just in case he woke up. If he did.......lets just say that wouldn't be good news for me. I put some sweat pants on and a black tank.With my black converse. I poped my screen out of my window and jumped out of it. It was only twelve o'clock so I was set for at least until three that way i'd get three hours of sleep. Joy. But that didn't matter I wanted out of the situation I was in and just leave my world for a while. So I went to my favorite place in Jersey.

The beach.

I walked three blocks and was there. It's better at night.No one here.No nagging little children to want to play in the water.Or up tight preps. trying to show off to what they would call "hot" guys. I sat down on the grass and watch and listend to the Ocean. It was so soothing. It cleared all my worries and pain that it felt like I was the only person in the world.I started to remember the good times when mom was here.Even thoght there weren't that many,I still had some. I remember the day I first went to the beach,I walked with my mom and dad they had both my hands and were swinging me as we walked down the beach.

And then I remembered the day mom left. I was sitting in my room coloring a picture of our small but uniqe famliy.Then I heard my dad get mad at my mom,yelling at her to get back in the house.I looked out my window and saw her get in her truck and start the engine.She looked up at me through my window,then just.....left. I shook my head to take out the memories. Then I heard someone come down the sand.I jumped. And I started towards the bushes. If it was a cop,there'd be no way I could explain this to dad.

I fell in the bushes,holding back a scream, cause something stabbed my back,and it was sharp.

"No! I'm not the cops...... I promise." The voice said. I didn't know if I could trust it so I stayed for a little while longer.

"Um, you can come out..... hah I can actually see you,and you look like your in pain.Are you alright?" He said. I gave it a shot and gave this person a chance. I hoped out the bushes and clenched my fists until I couldn't take the pain anymore.

"Ahhh! Crude that hurt!!!!!" The boy looked at me as if I was stupid for screaming. And then he relized how he looked and snapped out of it.

"Um,are you alright?"

"Oh I'm just fine and dandy! Thanks,bye!" I started to walk off.

"No wait, Can I just ask you something?" He said.

"Um,first of all I don't know you,and second you just made me land in a very painful bush for making me think you were the cops.......and you wanna ask me something?" I had to admitte I was a little ticked off he made me jump for no reason.

"actually I do.And I'm sorry for making you jump in the bush,but what are you doing out here at twelve at night?" He asked anyways.

" Um,reasons.....wait shouldn't I be asking you that question? Wait now I am,what are you doing out here?"

" Beacause, I needed to get  away from life...." He trailed off in thought.

" I see. Well, If i can trust you enough to tell you I at least need to know your name. I'm October." I don't know why I was going to trust this stranger,but I felt I could. (weird).

"Jospeh. Joseph- I cut him off.

"Jonas I know, I was just making sure you wouldn't give me some stupid name." And as I said the words I relized it was true,and that I just relized it was joseph jonas,small world.

"Okay then October,now you have to tell me why your out here." I looked at him.

"long story."

" We have pretty much all night sorta..." What heck why not just tell him. Not like i'd see him again.


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 4/6/2009 2:15 AM
 

Awwww, poor girl. Having to put up with her father's drunken ways, and hitting her. Plus being a disappointment too, how sad =[

I cant wait to read more....good stuff =]

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 4/6/2009 7:13 PM
 

Thanks for the comments it means a lot!

Love the write

-October :]


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 4/6/2009 7:30 PM
 

I sat down in the sand,and waiting for him to site.

"Okay,first and I guess the only reason is that, I'm a disapointment in everything I do,to my father. Thats why I'm out here. I hate my father,but he's all I have so I have to take it." I said as I played with the sand in my hands. watching it fall through my fingers.

"Why does your dad think that?" he asked the question,the only question even I didn't know. I shrugged.

"To be honest I don't even know that." I said as I know looked at him. He smiled.

"Um,what?" I was confused normaly in this kind of situation a person doesn't smile they say "Sorry"or "I feel bad for you", or "I wish I could help" But all he did was smile.

"Your dads just....stupid. I mean I hardly know you but you seem like your a nice person,after you get through the anger from me having you jump in a bush part." I smiled. Seeing how silly that sounded.

"Okay so I told you most of my reason and you just said you "needed to get away from life" What does that mean exactly?" I asked seeing he felt a little uncomfortable.HE took a breath and started to talk.

"Fans........and mostly home,dads been pushing us on the whole tour thing,and we just want to take a break.Were all tired. And mom knows whats best so she's talking to him about it. So most likely were getting a vacation."

"And that life is hard? At least you don't get-" I cut off, I knew the guy was nice but I didn't know if I could trust him that much.

"Get what?" Ahh crude now I had to tell. Or not.......

"I um, nothing." He looked at me supisously.

"Okay,you don't have to tell me. I'm not that kind of guy." And in some weird way,I trusted him. I was startled by my phone going off. I looked and it was my alarm to leave.

"I gotta go it's two fifty." I said

Oh shoot,me too.mom will kill me if she caught me." He said as we both got up and dusted off our butts.

"It was nice to tell someone about my problems,thanks." He said with a hand out.

"Um,yeah, you too.Thanks." I said as I took his hand a shook it. We both turned seperate ways and I ran home.

I jumped through my window like a cat hiding from some phsyco dog. I landed on my bed with an "Ooof". And put my window back together.I strated to take off my shoes when my light switch came on with a "click" And i saw, My worst nightmare......................My dad.

 

 


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 4/7/2009 6:48 PM
 

Hey guys it's October! I wont be writing in one or two days. So i'm going to ask you guys one thing. If you can get me more readers. I would really like more readers. Can you just tell your friends about my fanfic. I would love that. Thanks a lot.

-Love October :] <3


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 4/7/2009 7:09 PM
 

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US LIKE THIS?
you have to post!
oh, and uh new reader!
since you got a new reader will you post?
i mean when you get back.
AAAHHHHH cliffy!
but joe
so sweet
then her dad...
AHHH
i talk/type alot when im exited.
so ya
PMN
or me and charlie (this guy in my class that i like) will use our magical powers and MAKE YOU


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 4/7/2009 9:17 PM
 

PMN im a new reader soo u said one or two days well today was one tommorrows two....


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 4/9/2009 11:27 PM
 

Thanks so much! I love the comments! And I promise tonight I will try/write. Thanks again guys!

Love October :] <3


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