K & S
A Multi-Song Shot
The first song I used was Thinking of You by Katy Perry. I know in the video, it looks and is made to sound like they've been doing something, but I changed it so it's not like that. Sydney's P.O.V. is in purple and Kevin's is in green. Enjoy! The song will be in peach. Yep…I think that’s it =D
Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed.
I leaned against the door after Ryan had shut it on his way out and sighed. All I could think about lately was my former flame Kevin and how nothing could compare to that rockstar. I could have sworn I was in love with Kevin. He was perfect: didn’t cuss, didn’t get that angry when I did something wrong, was always a gentlemen. Ryan was a total opposite. On our first date, I waited for someone, anyone, to open my car door. I had gotten so used to things like that with Kevin, but with Ryan, I ended up having to do stuff myself, like pay for dinner. However, Ryan was the next best thing I would ever find in this small town.
You said move on.
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know.
The breakup was difficult and took a toll on me. It included five hours of bickering, one hour of slamming various doors, two days of tears, $200 worth of Kleenex and ice cream, and 51 ignored texts (I ignored 20, he ignored 31). Finally, I woke up, surrounded by wet tissues and a note taped to my window that said “Move on.” I could have sworn there were tear stains and a scribbled out “Please, for my sake”, but of those things I couldn’t be sure. I did move on, but I wasn’t happy with the results. I wanted the pain to go away so bad that I was willing to go out with anyone. All that was left over was the next best thing…Ryan.
Cause when I’m with him I am
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I would go somewhere with Ryan, I would reminisce on how things would play out if the roles were reversed, if Kevin was Ryan. If we were bowling, instead of laughing at my terrible skills, Kevin would have helped me, or at least put up the bumpers.
When there was a tap on my window when the moon was high, I would imagine it was Kevin coming to my rescue instead of Ryan, Kevin who comforted me and sat with me into the early hours while I told him about my horrible day, Kevin who I knew truly cared when I looked in his eyes, not Ryan who just wanted to make out. Disgusting…
You’re like an Indian summer in the middle of winter,
Like a hard candy with a surprise center.
How do I get better once I’ve had the best?
You said there’s tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test.
If anyone had asked if there was a problem, and I had to pick one, it was Kevin’s off-the-wall behavior. It caught me so off-guard most of the time, but truth was, I loved that about him. If he took me out on a boat and told me to wear something nice, we’d usually end up in the water or at Chuck E. Cheese. At first it would always make me angry, then I learned to enjoy the surprise.
Once things started turning sour, he stopped surprising me. I threatened to leave him if he didn’t start getting back to “normal”. He shrugged and said “There are plenty of fish in the sea. You’ll definitely find someone like me.” Too bad there are lots of guys, but none of them could ever compare to Kevin.
He kissed my lips,
I taste your mouth.
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself.
Every time I kissed Ryan, I could have sworn it was Kevin. They tasted the same: they chewed the same gum, and even used the same chapstick. No lie. He held me the same way as Kevin, he ran his hands through my hair the same way as Kevin. Every time Ryan pulled me in for a hug or another kiss, I knew I was still in love with Kevin, so I felt like I was cheating on him, but I had to follow Kevin’s advice and move on, so I still continued dating Ryan.
Cause when I’m with him I am
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…
You’re the best
And yes, I do regret
How could I let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh I think you should know
It had been three months since Kevin broke up with me. There wasn’t a day that passed by that I hadn’t wished I could take it all back and stopped him from going. I didn’t have to lock him out of my house. I should have let him in, cried on his shoulder, and apologized. I had snapped and said a lot of things I hadn’t meant. I was going through a phase, and so was he. We should have talked. Right now, I just hoped Kevin’s happy. I’m miserable without him and I learned you should never let anything go you care about…
Cause when I’m with him I am
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…
Stay…
Now that Ryan was finally gone after much insisting on my part, all these things were running through my mind, all the memories, good and bad. I needed Kevin back, now more than ever.
Right after I plopped down on my couch, there was a knock on my door. I reluctantly got up and placed my hand on the knob, wondering if I should open it. I needed time alone to think, without Ryan bugging me. Deciding it could be something important, I opened the door slowly, not knowing who it was. But when I saw whose face was on the other side, I gasped in shock…it was Kevin…
Ooooh! Cliffy! Haha. Comment please. I really like this song so I really like this Multi-Song Shot. If I get enough comments, feedback, etc. I will post more!
~Sarah
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