I'm soooooo sorry!!!!!!!!! My computer broke!!! But heres the chapter!!!
Please forgive me!
"Mom???!" I asked in shock,i mean wouldn't you be too if your mom was gone for what 7years.
And now decicdes to come back at my door step.But there she was the brown hair, blue eyes,skinny twing,that was called mom....
"OCTOBER baby it's me mommy!" She said as she was going in for a hug.I pushed her away.
"Mommy,oh you mean that mom who gets up and leaves her daughter out of the blue.Your NOT my mommy." I explained
"Now come on sweetie don't be rude to your mother.Think of all the great times we had."
"Leave me alone." I said and with that I slamed the door and went to my room. I turned on some music and got my journal and started writing in it.
6-27-09 ........ 11:08am
Hi journal,
Guess who stopped by for a visit.
MoM....
How can you leave your child and then all of a sudden come back.....
7 years...Really Thats just stupid.And to think the child will
take you back just like that! Well you got gutts.
I wouldn't ever even think of leaving my child.
And even if I did,(and I wont) I wouldn't want to come back.
She had no reason to go,dad was great I was great as a kid.
at least I know of.
But really....I don't know,I can't even write anymore I might cry.
And theres no point in that is there?.....
Nope.Okay journal sleep well for next time.
Love October.........
I shut my book. I was sitting there and before I knew it I was......crying. A few minutes later the door bell rang.
I jumped I whiped the tears as fast as I could and ran to the door.
"I said LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed but stopped my anger when I noticed it was Joseph.
"Uh.... sorry." He said as he started to walk away.
"No! don't leave I wasn't meaning that towards you I swear." He stopped short and turned around.
"How do you know were I live?" I asked
"Um....this will sound creepy but I saw you walk this way,and turns out we live down the street from eachother." He smiled his beautiful smile.....WOW! did I just seriously think that!?!
"Oh,um okay." I was frazzled.I couldn't be seriously falling for him,he's amazing,handsom,great eyes........
I've already fallen without even knowing.
"Have you been crying?"He asked looking at me seriously now.
"Psh.no...." He caught me.I wasn't dumb enough to know that.
"you wanna go to the beach or something and talk about it?" He asked. I thought about it,I shouldn't but since when am I good? And besides dad wont be home till 12am,it's a friday...he gets drunk. I smiled.
"Sure we'll go to the beach.you can come in if you want, I need to change." He steped in and looked around.
He walked around a little. And turned to me.
"Nice place..."
"Hah,not really." I laughed.
"Your dads not home is he?!?!"
"really jospeh,you actually think I'd invite you in my home while my dads here,Thats like me inviting you to your funeral.No he's not you dork he does work you know sometimes." I laughed,he just gave me a seriouse look and sat on the couch.
"Be right back."I said as I Bolted to my room. I put my hair down and put on my Dark Night shirt with some skinny jeans and converse.I brushed my hair and teeth and left my room.
"ready?" I asked as joseph stood up.
"After you Ma'lady." he said opening the door. We walked out and I locked the door. We headed for the beach.
It was silent for a while but I just enjoyed his precense(okay now my feelings are just spilling out like sliiy string.) Finally he broke the silence as we hit the sand.
"Okay now spill missy." He said as we found a spot to sit. I sat down as he did.
"Hmmm wear did I leave off?"
"Your dad.....um...yeah."
"Oh! So I can start from this morning." I told him about my morning as I played with the sand in my hands.When I was done I finally looked into his eyes.
"Wow." He said I just laughed.
" I personally think your moms gay....but thats just my opinion..."
"thats great joseph.....great choice of words really! truly amazing."
"what I can't be mean.....thats un...joseph-like of me" He just made me laugh harder. It felt good to laugh and be myself around him it felt...normal. I layed on back and looked at the clouds.I was making a lion out of a cloud when he interupeted me.
"Whatcha thinking about?" He asked in a soft voice.
"Truth?" I asked.
"Always." He replied. My phone buzzed/ rang I jumped and sat up.I looked at my phone the ID said dad.
Dad: Were are you!!??
"Crap!! My dads home! Joseph I'm so sorry I have to go...." I looked at him his eyes were devistated. I wanted to cry.
"well will I see you tonight?" He asked as we got up and started to walk towards my house.
"Of course." I said. I had to txt my dad back
Me: I'm walking back home from the beach,I'll be there soon.
" Can I at least walk you home to a point were your dad wont see me?" I turned to look at him. I hesitated. If my dad saw him with me I'd be grounded forever. And I couldn't handle not seeing Joseph.He was my escape.
"Joseph wha-what if he see's you,then I wouldn't be able to talk to you or see you ever again. I can't let that happen..." I could actually feel the tears coming up...great. He stopped me and grabbed the sides of my arms softly. He looked me dead in the eyes and said.
" I will NOT let that happen." Then one tear fell down my cheek. He whipped it away and hugged me....never said a thing just helled me.
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Love October :] <3